What are you doing today?

[Gabriel Combs]

open windows
birds
green
optimisms return
mania
thunderstorms
ascent

[Gabriel Combs]

39 ain't found no dog eared cat callin. a handful of dust caught in the sweat of my palm. dirty blisters i work like the field into fruition.

"decomposin', open view so the people know what we went through..."

life is a convulsant suiter
to my sufferance
centripetal force
is the vultures circling
descent with a resonance
licentious and perpetual

watching the spring turn in its circle unfailing. just have faith in the futures fertile earth. next wednesday at one o' clock i report for volunteer duty to the adirondack scenic railroad. much love, much love i give so adoringly. take a ride on up the tracks out of time in a 1940's passenger train. i gotta a hand in this and plan on some landscapes that access areas not easily accessible. duty to you and them, as so much i have spoken of comes to bear fruit, my loves.

i give you my blood...

[Ray Rolfe]

Love the poetic truth.

Say, it's William Hessians Birthday. His b-day party is being webcast on Stickam. Sign in to chat?

http://www.stickam.com/joinLive.do?u...458&ref=myPage

[Gabriel Combs]

just put up a shelf i painted lime green earlier. brightens the room a bit, and more shelf space it always good. small living space: build up to the ceiling. rain and wind here. re-organizing/re-grouping still after one of the most treacherous winters for me ever. this area is officially one of the most depressed areas in the country. little light, much poverty. since i've lived here 3 houses on this street have been boarded up. houses that had families with kids in the yard. gone. i've just recently went over this dear theo diary, post archived forums, looking for patterns and maybe answers. clues to how i can avert future disaster, but i fear it will never end until i am dead. but then, my art flow never ceases as well. so i must fulfill the tragic end until its fruition at the cost of my own destruction. just like the others who left me these footprints to follow. otherwise i'd have had no path at all, so thanks to jackson van gogh. more art to come...

[Ray Rolfe]

I hear you always. I'm moving on now too. Just want to find places in the city to grow food. But there's enough radioactivity out there now.. I'm free to go insane and invent a new energy spectrum of anti-radioactivity which clears the bio-active dimensions of all harmful elements and provides free energy and makes plants grow pure.

Not yet warm enough for the soil work though... So internet marketing is on the other side of what I could be doing. This guys talking about getting serious http://youtu.be/V7wW_gnoPNA?hd=1

I still need to buy a stupid house!

[Ray Rolfe]

Happy 420. Sleeping outside again now. It was cool to wake up and see all the snow. I went back to sleep and when I awake again, it was gone.

McDonnalds wi-fi is super slow. but they're open till 11pm so I'm lovin it. Not really.

Glad I got that sweet sleeping bag from Pimp this bum, last year. So comfortable.

[Gabriel Combs]

and there is nothing that is not regal about that. survival is majestic with a sense to appreciate the universe. +

our cinders will slowly burn down
and become charcoal
make a portrait then
a phoenix made of diamond

[Gabriel Combs]

had an abcessed tooth get real sick. dentist told me i "waited too long (to save the tooth)" he said if i went to urgent care/ER they would not have been able to extract tooth but would cut hole in my neck/insert tube to drain pus...

and further, if it would have went further it would have cut off my oxygen...

bottom jaw. top jaw interferes with the brain.

art on...

[Ray Rolfe]

That is scary as hell.
I dipped out of trying to fix a gone wisdom tooth because the lady started talking about bone loss and how many more fillings were going to be done. They were still using toxic metallic amalgam. And they wouldn't just help with the one tooth. She wanted to do a bunch of poor folk insurance work, so I was like, fuck this, they obviously don't know what they're doing yet. I'm out.

I'll have to get to "Homeless-Connect" next month and find the oral hope.

Weather is nicer now. It's regal as long as the neighbors remain cool. Agent in place. Just happy to sneak some laundry through Chris's.

I've now been informed that I officially won that laptop. No more "potential grand prize winner" language. I WON.
"The sponsor" wanted a little paragraph from me about how I made the video, so I wrote that last night, thinking, should I do a press release or something? I chose my words aware that this could be a promotional blessing to get some real work somewhere. Like, how many (and who) people are going to see this video of Minneapolis and read my statement now? I didn't make an issue of being homeless, but did do all communications with the award agency via the homelessartist yahoo account.
At the least, I'll post to Minneapolis E-democracy, highlighting the fact that I've promoted the city in a positive light and that Nicolett mall is the subject of INTELs Visual Life, grand prize winning video. I've gotta make something more of it than just to score the new machine.

[Gabriel Combs]

i'm adorned with and foster
a vagrant affection for
vincents' sufferings

sew freely nectar
on deluges of my misery

non-linear